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Pupusnya sebuah harapan di sore hari...
Friday, September 29, 2006

Disaat semangat membara untuk merubah nasib dan berpasrah kepada yg kuasa, tiba2 muncul satu jawaban email yg datangnya dari negeri seberang.

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Dear Tengku Erika,
Thank you for your application and resume.
We have carefully reviewed your details and unfortunately your application has been unsuccessful on this occasion.


We are sorry that we cannot give you better news, but would like to thank you for the interest you have shown in S**** and wish you every success in your future.
However, without obligation, we would like to keep your CV in our database for future job openings that may match your profile.
Please visit our website:
www.s****.com/careers regularly to find out more about opportunities available within S****.

Your interest in our company is most appreciated.

Kind regards,
S**** Attraction & Recruitment


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sigh...
Padahal baru ku kirimkan kemarin sore... cepet banget di tolaknya ya? ato krn aku dari negeri seberang? ato memang aku kurang qualified, only GOD knows...

Tapi tetep, SEMANGAT!!!!!

Demi kebahagiaan jasmani dan rohani di masa datang... hehehehe...

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cayo erika, it's a matter of time...

posted by ten @ 29.9.06   0 comments
Make Love, jurus ampuh untuk langsing?

Kenapa dengan hari ini ya? kayanya seneng bgt mem-posting soal berat badan, terutama problem obes dan eating disorder. Mungkin karena hal ini kaya lingkaran setan buat gw, gemuk salah apalagi kurus. Warisan nenekku yg paling tidak mungkin dirubah adalah ukuran tulangku yg sebelas duabelas ama ukuran tulang orang bule. Secara nenekku mmg inlander, tapi ngga ada sedikitpun kecantikannya yg nurun ma aku. Kalau ngeliat sepupu2ku, wahhhh... ibarat monas dan patung liberty dech. muka gw jauh! bete!

Hari ini iseng2 liat berita di internet, kutemukan sebuah artikel yg eye catching. Headlinenya aja 'bercinta, jurus ampuh untuk langsing dan sehat' hmm...

Kalau aku boleh paparkan secara teori, kebanyakan temen2ku malah mengemuk setelah menikah. Mereka bilang 'ah, justru abis gituan malah laper, gimana mo kurus?' hahahaha...

Kalo dijabarkan secara ilmiah, Seks pada dasarnya hampir sama dengan olahraga. Energi yang dibuang sebanyak 200 kalori/jam sama dengan berlari selama 15 menit atau main squash. Denyut nadi seseorang juga bisa mencapai 70-150 per menit. Jumlah yang sama seperti seorang atlit yang sedang berolahraga maksimal. Kontraksi otot saat berhubungan intim juga bisa melatih bagian tulang pinggul, paha, bokong, lengan, leher dan dada. Seks juga meningkatkan produksi testoteron untuk menguatkan tulang dan otot. Sebuah majalah pria pernah menobatkan ranjang sebagai salah satu alat fitness paling hebat yang pernah diciptakan. huahhhh????

Kl mo kurus mungkin abis gituan jangan makan kali ya? hihihi...

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ditulis saat gejolak hormon ini tak menentu. perlu pelampiasan nich... tapi cuma pengen ama si tipe 21 itu... huehehehe... ngareppppppp...

posted by ten @ 29.9.06   0 comments
Fat Nation, can malaysian stomach this?

KUALA LUMPUR: There is too much fat in the Malaysian waist. But that’s not the frightening part. Malaysia has the most number of fat people in the ASEAN region. In fact, the number of fat people here exceeds that in many developed countries, including Germany and France.


In the last 10 years, the number of fat people has more than doubled, resulting in more Malaysians falling ill and diseases such as hypertension and diabetes shooting up. A survey shows that 54 per cent of the adult population is either obese or overweight. Ten years ago, it was only 24.1 per cent.The MySoN (Malaysian Shape of the Nation) survey also shows that 48 per cent of Malaysian men and 62 per cent of Malaysian women are fat.


By contrast, in Singapore, about 24 per cent of men and 48 per cent of women are fat. Only eight per cent of men and 13 per cent of the French are fat. Malaysian Indians are the fattest at 63.4 per cent followed by Malays (53.5 per cent), Chinese (50.8 per cent) and others (45.2 per cent).


National Heart Institute senior consultant cardiologist and department of cardiology head Datuk Seri Dr Robaayah Zambahari said fat Malaysians were at risk of getting cardiovascular disease, hypertension, lipid disorder and diabetes mellitus.


“Our study also shows that 13.5 per cent of the adult population is diabetic, compared with only 8.3 per cent in 1996,” she said at a joint Press conference with consultant nephrologist Datuk Dr Zaki Morad, University Malaya Medical Centre consultant endocrinologist Professor Dr Chan Siew Pheng and Sanofi Aventis medical director Dr Muruga Vadivale.


The MySoN survey was conducted over two days — in May and June — and involved 1,985 patients (926 men and 1,033 women) and 90 doctors across the country. The test for obesity — termed abdominal obesity — was how large a waist the patients had. Anyone with a waist circumference of more than 90cm (35.4 inches) for men and more than 80cm (31.5 inches) for women is considered obese.


Dr Robaayah, the national co-ordinator of the survey, said: “The MySoN survey confirms the importance of measuring waist circumference, alongside current measures such as body mass index, blood pressure, blood glucose and lipid levels, in identifying patients at an increased risk of serious diseases such as diabetes and heart ailments.” The reason why Malaysia is a fat nation, according to Dr Robaayah, is the good life and unhealthy lifestyle. Among these, she said, were eating too much, especially fast food and carbonated drinks; the preference for lifts and escalators to staircases; and little or no exercise.

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It’s taken from the Malaysia’s website. No wonder if it's so general for woman to have an eating disorder????
But it’s amazing to know that they’re at the top survey for a country that has a fat problem. probably caused by their delicious 'nasi lemak' which i can also find it in my home town. kenapa harus jauh2?
Speaking of that, fat problem? hmm, sounds familier... hehehe...
posted by ten @ 29.9.06   0 comments
Temptation to the jealousy
Wednesday, September 27, 2006

How many times you’re jealous?
It sounds silly to have a threatened feeling to each other.

It started from the basketball exercise last Wednesday.
A new comer from nowhere came to our court and asked my friends whether she can join the exercises with us and they say yes.
And HELL starts to warm up…

She’s tall, pretty; a mix between east Timor and Dutch makes a perfect shape on her face; long nose, perfect brown eyes, perfect skin, wow…
Wait a minute, if you think that I’m jealous with her physically performance, you’re damn wrong!

I NEVER call my self as a perfect woman; you can see me as an ordinary woman. AND the most important thing is I really have a very welcoming disposition if it considering to other else perfection.
I can deal with it!
Bring me J-LO!
Bring me Angie!
Bring me the entire beautiful girl in this world…
I certainly will say how beautiful they are and I don’t feel threatened…

OK, back to the real topic.
I consider she got some skill coz she was looking everywhere to find a place to exercises. I was excited that time. Hey, I got accompany who can challenged me in the court. I thought it’s time for me to face a real basketball woman. I was quite tired to face with men all the times, coz I usually loosed.
BUT ONES AGAIN…
I WAS WRONG

MAN!
She plays like me but when I was in junior high school!
She don’t know how to shoot in a good position, she’s not a basketball performer.
Suddenly, I hate my self for what I think.
What is she doing here?
I’m sorry girl, you don’t belong here. It showed…
My entire friend didn’t pass the ball to you, coz you’re no counted!
You got no skill!
I thought you’re gonna bring it!

If you’re trying to find your half here, go a head, we can work it out.
You wanna make some friend? You’re welcome!
BUT DON’T MESS WITH SOME OF MY FRIEND!!!

This is my point of weakness. I hate when somebody came to my hood with his or her ku-ku behavior and trying to make everything look OK.
Well, it’s NOT!
I don’t want you to come to our playground that we have built in the last 5 month. If you think our friendship stands for nothing, you better pack up your things here.
For your record, we aimed something.
We won A CHAMPIONSHIP which I’m part of it.
I woke up at 5 AM just to exercises with them, coz they counting on me.
We’ve been through a lot of things and I don’t let you to jump in to our priceless moments.
It took a year for me to build it. To have them as family but it took you 1 day to be part of it? Hold on girl, coz you’re not gonna have it just because I’m a nice welcoming person.

But I don’t know what to say to you…
I don’t want start a fight.
I just don’t want you to be part of my ‘little’ family.
You can be part of the big family here, we’re welcome you.
But NOT MY FAMILY!!!!! Coz you don’t owned it…

AND I feel so threatened…

I’m afraid you using you’re perfectly performance to jump in to my small family and you will take them with you…

Ones again…

I feel threatened…
And I have a temptation over jealousy….

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Written while I’m having my period and it feels good when it spilled…
posted by ten @ 27.9.06   0 comments
smile
Monday, September 25, 2006

When you first left me I was wanting more
But you were fucking that girl next door
what cha do that for (what cha do that for)
When you first left me I didn't know what to say
I never been on my own that way, just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile
Whenever you see me you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don't mean jack, no it don't mean jack
I couldn't stop laughing, no I just couldn't help myself
See you messed up my mental health I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

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sedikit senyuman ku lontarkan saat aku mendengar lagu ini. too much pain coused by man.

oh, so sick and tired to hear that again.

no more!

posted by ten @ 25.9.06   0 comments
Kudeta, melindungi atau mencederai?

Ngga tau kenapa, suddenly koq aku skrg suka baca kolom2 ttg politik terutama politik luar negeri. dimulai dari seklumit kalimat yg aku baca di koran tentang kudeta di thailand. saat itu aku hanya bersyukur udah sampai tanah air saat kudeta itu berlangsung. apalagi demonstrasinya berlangsung di salah satu mal terbesar se asia tenggara. jadi inget2 waktu disana....

Sebenernya baik ngga sih kl pemerintahan dikuasai oleh militer? in my opinion sih NGGA BANGET!!! tugasnya militer toh melindungi negara dr ancaman atau bahaya laten negara lain bukan untuk memimpin rakyat sipil. Ini yg terjadi di Thailand, secara tiba2 militer mengambil alih dengan paksa jalannya pemerintahan. Padahal saat itu PM Thailand Thaksin Shinawatra itu lagi di US. Dia dikabarkan bahwa markasnya telah diambil alih oleh militer thailand. terus apa kabar si raja? toh doi pny kekuasaan toh? apa krn doi udah tua? ato doi dibalik semua ini? hmmm... jadi inget pepatah jerman yg selalu terucap dr mulut nenekku. she said 'militerismus in der gerum, macht alles kaputt', walaupun aku hanya mendengarnya dari mulut papaku, aku yakin nenekku banyak berpengalaman dalam kancah politik di jerman. apalagi ia hidup semasa hitler menjabat. Papaku selalu menentang keberadaan militer di pemerintahan, sepertinya ngelotok banget di otakku selama 28 tahun, ia selalu berkeluh kesah tentang keberadaan militerisme di lingkungan pemerintahan.

Dari semasa hitler berkuasa di jerman dengan pasukan SS nya yg ditakuti sampai jaman soeharto (mgkn sampai skrg) yg di back up oleh militer. Semasa mereka menjabat, kebanyakan sektor2 industri, perdagangan dikuasai oleh jendral2 dan konconya2. Pemimpin2 ini sangat berkuasa, terlihat dari semboyan2 yg sering diucapkannya dan sangat dikenal oleh semua orang di dunia ini. Hitler dengan 'deutchland uber alles, heute deutchland-morgen die welt' dan soeharto dengan 'indonesia makmur, utang menjamur'.

Aku selalu tersenyum simpul saat rakyat berkeluh kesah tentang mahalnya bahan2 pangan dan selalu berkata "kayanya enakkan jaman soeharto ya, semua serba murah..." Pengen rasanya mencak2 dan menceramahin orang2 itu. ngono toh mas? jangan bodoh, dulu memang kita banyak subsidi, makanya barang2 sedikit murah, tapi dari mana uang untuk subsidi? tentu saja dari pinjaman luar negeri yg mungkin 1/2 bagian masuk untuk rakyat dan sebagian lagi untuk konco2nya harto. hmm, bagaimana lagi? belum tentu juga well educated person ngerti jelas apa yg sedang terjadi di negeri kita ini, apalagi rakyat! susah juga untuk menyalahi... hanya krn intelektual seseorang...

Kayanya aku benci banget ama keluarga Soeharto, bagaimana tidak, kekayaannya pasti ngga habis 7 turunan. hey, bukan sirik loch... tapi itu khan kebanyakan uang rakyat. Lebih benci lagi saat soeharto bikin Pak Karno lengser. Rakyat mengeluh betapa miskinnya mereka saat jaman Soekarno, tentu saja momen itu dimanfaatkan oleh soeharto untuk berkuasa dan menggeser bung Karno. Rakyat tidak sadar bahwa walaupun mereka miskin, mereka tidak punya hutang negara dan lebih penting lagi, pemimpin mereka disegani oleh dunia. Siapa yg ngga kenal Soekarno???? GOD, so proud to have him...

Sedikit berat bahasan kali ini, berawal dari siam paragon dan siam discovery. jadi pengen balik lagi ke bangkok...
bangkok, i'll be back to concore you!!!
posted by ten @ 25.9.06   1 comments
Hidup itu keras...

Tidak sengaja saat aku berdiri di rumah makan di daerah muara karang, aku melihat kucing yg kelaparan sedang makan kepala ikan sisa2 pengunjung. Lalu secara tidak sengaja ada pedagang yg sedang membakar ikan menginjak buntut sang kucing yg sedang lahap melalap sang ikan.Si kucing kesakitan, dia berteriak, tapi apa daya riuh gemuruh kawasan nelayan itu meredam suara sang kucing. Tapi dibalik kesakitan si kucing, ia sedang dilanda kelaparan, ia takut kepala ikannya diambil oleh kucing2 kelaparan lainnya. Jadi ia makan sambil berteriak kesakitan tapi ia tetap berkiras untuk makan, kejadian itu berlangsung sekitar 5 detik. Aku tersenyum meringis,


YA ALLAH, Hidup itu keras, lebih keras dari apa yg ku alami...


Terima Kasih YA ALLAH...
posted by ten @ 25.9.06   1 comments
ketika waktu tak terasa berjalan
Thursday, September 21, 2006


ketika waktu tak terasa berjalan...

setiap detik ku ukir...

tak henti ku bertanya kepada bulan...

kapan ini akan berakhir...


-ditulis disaat supirku meminta waktu untuk pupu kebelakang-
posted by ten @ 21.9.06   0 comments
too narsist to c!
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
posted by ten @ 19.9.06   0 comments
modern life style, in or out?
Monday, September 18, 2006
Sebenernya ini udah menjadi dilemma gw sejak bulan mei lalu.
gw merasa hidup gw terlalu mengikuti alur perkembangan teknologi terkini.
named it, gw suka bgt ngotak-ngatik komputer gw dan menggantinya dengan spare part yg lebih canggih dan yg lebih parah lagi, gw kecanduan.

contoh satu lagi, dulu gw adore banget ama PDA, akhirnya gw bela2in beli (disamping untuk menunjukan bargain power ma orang toko).
selain mahal bgt (menurut kapasitas sbg seorg erika), gw itu bukan executive muda yg berlenggang dengan kendaraan beroda 4. gw cuma seorang karyawan swasta dengan anter jemput kantor yg dengan setianya menemaniku.
but somehow, i want it! really bad!

Tapi suatu hari di bulan mei, saat gw melihat temen2 gw dari pulau seberang dengan hape mereka yg biasa aja, tiba2 gw malah merasa malu. gw merasa mereka lebih sukses dr gw, tp mereka sooooo low profile. hanya berbekal hape jaman cupu (asal bisa telp dan sms menurut mrk), mereka mengeluarkannya tanpa malu2.
semenjak itu, ingin sekali aku menjadi a down to earth person, tp rasa kecanduan itu masih menyelimuti diriku.
sebenarnya ada juga ketakutan tersendiri saat kita membawa barang yg bisa dibilang 'mewah'. takut dirampok lah, takut rusak lah, dan segala macem tetek bengek yg bisa bikin kita pusing sendiri.

Jadi kuputuskan, aku ingin menjual semua segala tetek bengek assesoris yg menempel untuk kepentingan life style.
HELL WITH IT!
HELL WITH LIFE STYLE !!!
JUST WANNA BE AN ORDINARY PERSON !!!!

enough with it, at least i've been tried it before!!!

FULL STOP!


posted by ten @ 18.9.06   0 comments
walk for 1 whole week
Friday, September 15, 2006
Rasanya kaki ini ingin ku copot saja. bagaimana tidak, selama seminggu aku mengelilingi tempat wisata dan pusat perbelanjaan tanpa henti.
walaupun begitu ada rasa puas di hati ini, berharap akan bisa kembali lagi nanti...
suatu saat...








































posted by ten @ 15.9.06   0 comments
Klub pecinta tipe 21...
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Klub pecinta tipe 21?

Klub apa itu? yang pasti bukan klub yg mempunyai 1 kamar, 1 kamar mandi dan ruang tamu yg terbatas... bukan pula klub SS aka sangat sederhana.

Klub itu terbentuk secara tidak sengaja berdasarkan pengalaman anggota2nya (secara anggotanya cuma 2 orang kaleee....)

meet the manager and her assistant:





Klub ini berdiri semata-mata hanya untuk mencari tetesan2 kesegaran dunia. yg mungkin hanya bisa diperoleh dari keranuman seorang laki2 saat mencapai titik aqil balik kedua. wee?

well, apapun cara kita untuk mencapai kenikmatan dunia secara lahir dan batin, menyalahi atau tidak menyalahi aturan adat atau agama, secara pasti bisa ditetapkan bahwa kenikmatan dunia itu harus wajib kudu dinikmati selama kita masih didunia!

it's just a bless that u can't even resist!!!

(ditulis disaat bayangan2 kenikmatan itu muncul bersama nya... bersama tipe 21...) waakkkssss....

posted by ten @ 6.9.06   1 comments
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