All those thoughts of suicide. All those times you made me cry. All those times i wanted to die.
The thoughts i keep inside stream through my body and rip at my insides. All those time i wanted to hear you say "Erika, I'm proud of you today". "For all those times you made me feel as if i will never be good enough in your eyes. When i leave, you were crying while i was walking away with a smile.
As life goes on every day gets harder and my hear for you turns colder. For all those times you made me cry you thought that you could make me smile. I'm leaving and you don't want me to go but i know that you'll miss me so. but i'm sorry, i really dont want you back... i really don't wanted to...
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